By Serge Kreutz

I will not be able to avoid that I soon will be dead. I do not spend intellectual resources on ideas how I could avoid my death. But I am concerned about whether my process of dying will be comfortable or an agony.

One thing I really care about is that as long as I am alive, I want great sex. Because it is the only thing that let’s me forget that in reality, it is stupid to be alive. Toil, suffer, die anyway. Why not be dead right now.

I have great sex this time around. I want more of it, and I want even better sex in the future.

That idea is what keeps me alive.

Yes, I know, each of us is just a stew of chemical elements, and our metaphysical thoughts, such as whether it is worthwhile to be alive, are just an expression of a certain neurochemical, hormonal constellation. I know it, and I try to manipulate it. I try it with tongkat ali which apparently raises testosterone. One may search scientific articles on tongkat ali at Medline.

When I have great sex, I know that it is worthwhile to be alive because of great sex now, and for even better sex in the future. No doubts, and no depression. Just an intense sense that I want to manage my life.

An appropriate physical appearance is an important asset in any quest for the best sex ever. That is why people undergo a good number of cosmetic surgery procedures.

The risks of invasive cosmetic surgery, such as facelifts, is widely underestimated.

Sooner or later, anybody who goes under the knife of a cosmetic surgeon will develop complications. That is why they let you sign a responsibly waver before you are allowed to enter the OP floor.

I do not think that rich Western societies are good for sex for older men. They are way to ageist. Young women usually do not want to match with considerably older men, and considerably older women who cannot compete with their daughters.

If my age is a handicap in Western or Westernized societies, I obviously want to live somewhere where age does not hinder my prospects.

Such a society could be very poor, or adhere to an irrational religion. In a dangerous society, too, problems other than the age of a man determine female choice. A low level of female schooling, furthermore, makes females less independent of families, and then family choice is the guidance, with economic aspects considered more important than male physical attractiveness, or romantic feelings prior to a sexual relationship.